Thursday, October 16, 2014

Yearning


Everyday
I wake up to a melody
Running through my ears
Penetrating my reddish heart
Crafting a calm sensation
Sweet melody of You
Reconciling my agony
Invigorating my longing
Longing for You my dear
Deep yearning that suffers my essence
Sparking the blaze of poignancy
My soul keeps running
Inquisitive of You
And my consciousness bursting
Full of queries wanting for responses
For I can barely standing

………

My intuition waking me up
Forcing me to prostrate
Grovel for Your Love and Mercy
Crying for Your Rain of Blessing
O My Lord!
Come and take my yearning soul
I submit the whole enchilada
Solely just for You
I reach You through the Pages
I feel You through the humiliation
The moment of prostration
Realizing the sweetness of having You
But then again
It just barely quench my thirst
Coz’ my soul is still entrapped
In this Dryness world
And I keep yearning for You
Till the day when my two eyes
Witnessing You without any veil
O my Lord! Accept my soul
Accept my soul unto You
For You are my Everything
My Everything


Background Melody : Love Letter of Al-Baqarah

Friday smile with Sunny Day of Melbourne
Level 5, Melbourne Law School
Melbourne University.

yearning for you, the impecunious slave;

the slave of the most-Wise

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

lemas

Mudah menutur
Namun sukar mengakur
Mudah menyaksi
Namun sukar ditelan hati
Mudah pergi
Namun sukar kembali
Mudah menyakiti
Namun sukar diubati
Mudah mengukir garis
Namun ternyata senyuman palsu yang terlukis

Lemas
Sengaja membawa jasadku lemas
Dilautan luas
Setia dipukul ombak ganas
Membawaku terbang ke awan lepas
Terapung bebas
Dan kembali jasadku lemas

Kita berlari,
Walau kehabisan udara
Kita memaksa dua kaki
Walau dada kian menyeksa
Kerna kita cuba menidak suara hati
Walau hakikat kian jelas terasa
Namun sang merah berdegil diri
Melemahkan gelora jiwa
Sukar dimengerti
Sukar dimengerti
Sehingga tuan jari juga jahil menyendiri
Sesat kebuntuan dikotak fikiran sendiri
Dan akhirnya
Karam dilautan
Ciptaan tuan jari
Dan ternyata

Dia kembali lemas mati


musik latar : Melly Goeslaw - Cinta dan Ibadah

Saat Tuan Jari Lemas Kembali
Melbourne, disimbah panas mentari Musim Bunga
Detik 4.38