Dalam banyak-banyak perkara yang ingin ku tulis ketika ini, topik yang paling ku suka ialah menulis mengenai Ammi ku. Mama, Ammi, Mami, Mak, Ibu dan pelbagai lagi pangilan yang tersedia untuk ku memanggilnya. Dia Ammiku, yang sangat ku sayangi. Aku tidk pernah bosan melihat wajahnya. Biar pun wajahnya sudah dimamah usia, namun bagiku dia sangat menawan. Makin hari sayangku makin berkembang bagai bunga Morning Kiss yang bekembang diwaktu pagi.
Berada disisi Ammi membuatkan ku gembira. Setiap kali berpeluang meletakkan kepalaku diribanya, aku akan terfikir, adakah ini kali terakhir peluang ku untuk bermanja dengannya? Aku sangat suka memegang tangannya, Kulit tangannya, biarpun sudah dimakan usia, masih licin dan lembut.
Ammi ku sangat suka berzikir. She like to hold a tasbih and make zikirs. Masa tengok tv ke, masa menunggu mata pejam ke, Ammi pasti akan berzikir ditemani Tasbih kegemarannya. Tasbih yang digunakan sejak sekian lama. Aku sangat mengangumi dia.
Ammi suka ajak aku temannya bershopping barang dapur. This is the moment i waiting for. I have the opportunity to hold her hands in public! :) We will walk to the shopping centre behind our house and i like to usik2 her. She will start to tell me all the story. Mulalah dia komplen tu, komplen ini. i will just keep my ear open and listen to her. If i need to say anything, i will voice out, hoping that i could make her feel calm and ease.
People will say I'm anak mak. I dont care. Instead i'm proud to be called like that. At least i know, i'm doing good with my Mom. She is my Rose Flower. I always pray for her. May Allah give her a long life. I want the opportunity to take care of her when she is in her old age.
Ammi, I love you as much as you love me. I know that u love me, but what i dont know is, how deep ur pove to me. May Allah bless you Ammi. May Allah place you in His Jannah. may Allah protect you from any disasters and harm. :)
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